Songs Stuck In Purgatory

by The Stupid Stupid Henchmen

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about

This is a compiled album full of songs that have just floated in their misery on either myspace, soundcloud, pure volume, myjones, unsignedbandweb, or various compilations, and others are demo versions, and shit like that. Now they have a home in form of easy free downloading capability. I'd say the songs are from around 2009 - 2015. Some demos are from 2005 and earlier.

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released January 1, 2016

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Track Name: Nothing Matters
Nothing Matters

shit. I'm growing bones out my forehead,
like 3 sharp horns piercing out through my cortex.
I'm taking shape of the baphomet,
i told you the day we met, I'm the disciple the devil sent.
gone mad, cuz this substance is cruel.
can't decipher my dreams in a coma from a bad mood.
and now I'm twitching in my sleep. fuckin huffing up linseed,(oil)
killing all my nerves in the backseat.

i realize now that i can't do shit
when I'm surrounded in my own dumb guilt and vomit.
at least I'm the only one that listens
to my shitty rants about destroying the system.
tangled up in my sub thoughts,
i never say the right thing when I'm fucked up
early morn, im found camping out in my heads fog
hoping for a clear day, so i can finally move on.

now im drivin home with my head gone.
running all red, while my heart barely hangs on.
i fell in love once, but whats the point now,
cuz the whole worlds all going hell bound.
my humors low brow, and thats how,
i can laugh at my self for rotting out past the turn style.
all alone below the substrate
look I'm in bad shape, scatter brained all over the fuckin place.
Track Name: Drawn To Isolation
i took the G to the A. packed with the villians i hate,
im the one percent of that percent that doesnt relate.
ive grown attached to rebellion since the day i remember.
gotta blow steam off the embers just to cool down my temper.
im bored now, and tired. i've been looking way higher.
to overcome these end of days but Love won't fill my desires.
i should shut up and pray, but im gonna dig for an answer.
even if i have to perish in the flames of disaster.

I took a cue from my brothers to get the hell outta dodge
a better set up at home, but my hearts thick in the fog.
i know i dont want a phone or machine, or you calling me.
i wanna stay gone, and witness you all suffer from this disease.
scrap the digital cameras and then put seeds in your planters.
create something more hopeful than what i read on yer wall.
i've got a fond thing for a natural human bonding.
but this other form of mankind is nothing i would buy into.

I pride myself in defying the system til the day that i die.
closed minds will just follow all the rats without two open eyes.
whats good for me, is not for you, or most humans too.
too blind, to see what else is out there than on channel 2.
i thought i'd fuck the police but i'd rather fuck the feds.
im just sick of living dead, and right now i feel headless,
brain stems stringed up, detained. im just trying to keep sane.
i think we'd all like to hold on to our own reigns.
cursed, i know a few people that i'll never trust again.
losing friends to this game, is no way friendships should end.
but then again, what matters, is how you keep yourself in check.
id cover up your heads when cops think that they shoot to protect.
fuck paying your rent scheme, my credit is complete shit.
this whole fuckin system can suck my fat fucking dick.
now that the ties been unknotted, and the strings are all cut.
im taking a personal day off from the world that you...fucked.
Track Name: Baby, I'm A Nihilist
i missed my train to freedom heading north, but im stuck here wishing
to get outta this empty feeling and hoping the whole world would just diminish
im finished with these crowds, and it seems these dark clouds keep pouring down
so im collecting every cent to catch a ride back to my balanced ground
my mind detached from logic, i lost it while i was turning profit
now im walking headless cuz the system had me listed
to tax my brain stem.
its fine though, i never wanted to become a faceless drone in that cult.
cuz im my own, and the only thing you own of mines been stolen away from my home.
ya'll dont have control no more.
im for the cause to destroy your war.
even though i was scammed into paying a quarter more for organic corn.
thats why im pawning off all of my belongings
ive been stuck fucking up, laying around, lazy and down, and ignoring the law./
but thats that, its not like ive got a raise in 5 years or so./

im still a chump that pays the deposit on 12 bottles,
and i've about lost it, on adventure to hold the whole world hostage../
but i've got no postage to litter the capitol with a terrorist motive.
just a closed lid on this tupperware full of chemicals to erode pigs./

im gonna soar the skies swiftly, before you destroy the air i breath.
then like the drug controls the fiend
i'll control the world, encouraging love and unity /
peace, thats just another word for war to me.
and you ask me why im sick of this king?
im from the east, /
born in 1985 as part of the generation y.
a generation where this internet shit rules everyones pathetic lives./
hold on, let me post that. so big brother fucking knows that..
i wish i'd disappear and come back as a comet with earth in its path./
im on a trail that leads to my demise, and while my minds going null,
im searching over my mess it seems everyone left, now im here all alone./

i've broken off, and now im slowly floating back into a black hole.
and the pull has got my sanity collapsing twofold inside my fat skull./
im sure when the feeling of love is gone, that nothing matters anymore./
so im on to a new ritual, thats got me creeping through the devils door.

im dumb, from small town, i love guns, and eat cows
i get drunk and scream loud. then pass out!/

i cant afford air anymore, so im moving on to absorb the soil.
reincarnate into a green plant, cuz i fucking hate where my fucking heads at.
im losing touch with people cuz to most im alien and see through,
but even as a ghost its hard to move on and escape the things i hate the most
and the closest thing i have to reason is this synthetic fucking plan
and even then i cant depend on any helping fucking hand.
thats why im skipping town now. but not for another hour,
i spent 2 bucks to get a coke and i've got a gyro to devour./
i sure hope we all start over with no phones, macs, apps or cable.
cuz theres a beauty in this nature.
especially when the currents been disabled./
and for anything man made, my intentions arent that great.
i always pray for ill fate. whether its friend, foe, or family./
i released that anger for one thing, but still, my life means nothing.
im hunting for what could be the answer, but nothing yet has struck me. /
i've built myself a pile of this, and if you don't know what my style is,
baby im a nihilist. /
Track Name: Two Months Off
Two Months Off
I took two months off, and got the flu shot.
Lost my voice box gettin' meds at the dope shop
I spoke soft til the nyquil dose dozed me off
And dreamt of knocking down walls crushing cops and their laws.
My deep sleeps found some old memories.
The kind i had during school amidst all my enemies.
I had a breaking through when reading my mental
To let the past go, while i grow my potential.
The kind of person that pretends is a fucking fake,
just like the better part of trends thats around in these days.
i got sick… so i ain't thinking straight
but i know the kings contaminate your fuckin' minds with waste.
i keep trying to find a quick ride to get to my high
now my lease is up, and i feel like im half alive.
i know you all feds poisoned my system.
so I'll skip my next shot when I'm feeling the symptoms
I got the flu from the federal doc.
for two months i lay across the cot.
i lay stuck in bed all aloonnnee nah nah
i know my votes won't stop the fed
so i'll attack by any means to end.
the all seeing eye in possession of the wrong hands.
Track Name: Your's Truly (Acoustic)
yours truly

i've been setting fire to every shitty thought in my head.
but the troubles been remembering what was wrong with what i said.
now im moving out and selling all my stuff to meet ends.
maybe i should think twice before i piss you off again.
but my mind is soooo gone, i keep repeating my dumb antics.
my stance against yer president has got me acting fucking frantic.
and im about to ignite this flame to everything i own.
paranoid, i need to die and then hide my soul

i don't trust you, bartenders, cops, feds, doctors and bankers.
no thanks, but i'd rather fend for my own protection and health.

i got no fucking sentiment towards politics and your views of heaven,
im the opposite of what you've ever liked and represent.
its too bad we don't attract, but im not that sensitive.
i won't cry, even though i tried to change my life to be friends.
i sold out for love, and for a moment we had something,
but nothing enough to wreck the walls of this world.
its stupid i know, but im waiting for a jewel.
i've been obsessed finding her since the moment i killed you.
its a metaphor of course so don't bring me to court,
cuz that systems worse than voting for electoral votes.
I gave it a try, cuz you wanted my head checked
but the doc said i needed drugs, therapy, and the 12 steps.
i don't have time or money for any of those, and its funny,
and when he asked for a grand!?, man, i just took off running.
im doing good, and getting work done now more surely.
cuz rudie never fails, so i signed it yours truly.
Track Name: Quitter
quitter

i always had a hatred for authoritarian patriots,
disguised as do gooders protecting investments,
but rather they misuse their power on innocence.
i know that, because my dads a fucking bigot.
/ i grew up alone cold and muted my own thoughts.
just waiting for a moment to call out a few cops.
your pensions not about how many struggling families lives that you threw out.
a loud mouth, still sour that you screwed up your future for a promise of false power.
/ im nobody but i still dream of a world where i can skate free.
hoping young revolutionaries will burn the world then come and save me.
im working hard, or not at all to break every fucking state law.
and prayed the start of the end would lead to our governments own pitfall.
if we revolt and take over town hall, its all i can hope for.
to return whats owed back to us, and begin this whole new folklore.

this cold system always incarcerates the innocent souls.
while friends return dead for unjust corporate occupation for oil
this nation is spoiled, and breeds our war mongering police force.
cuz i was told these young gamers are only training to become our country's drones.
and the whole reason im broke is… i can't follow orders.
my whole shits in chaos, but i won't quit and become another bail out.
like thugs who fail outta college and become another cop for a small town.
all out quitters, theres more to fight for than a fucking (corrupt) crown….
… i drown myself with the fermented malt to shut down my head
then im just a host to the anarchist i dreamt
and in disorder we'll rule the world removing this evil force
and have a common goal to improve the well being of our forms.
no more unjust and fabricated stories.
cuz the glory of life comes not from destroying,
cuz once theres and end to this turmoil
ill compost their remains into a healthy soil.
Track Name: No Incentive
No Incentive

It's kind like that shit that gets stuck in my mind,
a pseudo-drug with with no side effects except mental decline.
For my tension purposes I lighten up the sandlewood candle,
it seems the easiest shit is the stuff I can't handle.
What the fuck man? I silenced a call from a good old friend,
I say shit I mean and do nothing cuz it's all just pretend.
I'm frustrated with life just in general,
cuz now I sleep all day and wait for my hell.

I was infatuated by all the lights in the sky
Nothing comes out right the first fucking time
cuz I deafened my ears to block out the sound
A blankness fills all around now

I'm not in the mood to look at bright things
I'm acting like an ass controlled by fucking strings
Maybe if I weren't acting like a punk
I'd be useful in a way.
This isn't me this isn't me this isn't me
Twisted throughout my own version of hell
I can't get outta tha grip of this fucking shell
I keep saying shit way too many times
for no reasonable explanation this is shit
this is shit this is shit

It's seeming like the sound of pain is a good idea
and I yeah I know I'm sounding kinda vain
Cuz this bullshit is all just a game, my whole life is lame,
I've been rewriting shit that all sounds the same
I've been cutting off my friends and sleeping til ten.
This is shit this is shit its just a rerun again.
There's a solid line that borders my brain
that disdains good reasoning and makes me insane! Ha

I was born with no reasoning mind
And I've got no intentions of every trying to find
The shit I've been taught is now lost in space
Give me a cheese grater and peel the flesh off my face haha
I've got no motivation to make my bed in the morning
get my ass up at 7 make my life not so boring.
Fuck that shit I'll stay up for 6 six days
and summon the clouds to pour some fucking shit on me.
Track Name: Agoraphobe
Agoraphobe

yo my friend i wanna show you the exterior,
i know you feel inferior but thats nothing you should fear
instead of just shopping on the amazon' preserve
you deserve to see the Rio Orinoco, the dot com doesnt calm the nerve
im not just here to try to control your brain
its just not that healthy being cooped up inside all day
your missing sights of the sunrise and your attitude's the devil
you can't even get motivated to live your life like a rebel

i know you're stubborn, you keep watching Buffy re-runs
all of a sudden you're possessed like Regan, spitting vile tongues 
its typical of you to impose any sort of horror scene
your excuse is obscene, i know there's no one in your dreams
but i'll slay the demon, with one swing of my demarini 
even though i try to catch ya, when you're rolling off on e
you seem to be content being single and depressed
although i try to help you, you try to squash me like a pest. yo

got the flu, developed strep, thats a product of uncleanliness
i see potential in your step, but the Lambadas quite intense
first id take it slow like the rumba's sensual movements
but you're ambition is inept, so i kept the keys to your crib
a cruel thing indeed. but please just ride it out with me.
i wanna take you out on the town, n leave your mundane life style
im pretty far from being any sort of MD.
but i might be beneficial to improving your mental psyche

i told the exorcist to leave in the demon
the sight of 18 million people has got you in an upheaval
Take some Risperdal to minimize the voices
you make the choices, im just here to guide you to your energy
enter and see, Humans aren't as bad as evil seeds.
buts its cool if you're feeling delusional. 
its no prob at all
ill be on the other side of these borderless walls. 
where the world's there for me, taking my calls with open arms.
Track Name: Duh, Man (Feat. The Business Fairy)
with the sunshine on my face,
i cannot complain about the things that are driving me insane
there are too many things in my way
one too many things circling around in my brain
and i find myself dismayed just trying to make it through the day
these things i say, i won't complain, i can't get myself straight
too much pressure from temptation with no means of escape
for goodness sakes, i need to find release from this place
if i don't, it's something i'll regret and i couldn't live with that
so i need to make amends
need to straighten up my act
before i get caught off guard and fall flat
i don't want that

but i guess that's just the way it is
i can't believe this is the way we live
he turns around to me and says, "duh, man. ain't it obvious?"
apparently i've been a bit oblivious to what i see
this puzzle's just a few pieces short of being complete
i've got it stuck in my head but i can't help but dread
that i won't understand what all this means once it ends
and i'd rather live forever than take any chance
of not comprehending what it means in the end
what will everything mean when it ends?

as the light fades away, slowly turning to gray
recollecting the events of the day, i lose the strength to motivate
need something new to stimulate my brain
because i still can't seem to get my story straight
nothing's what it seems, what is this supposed to mean?
i can't relate, but i know i need to get it straight
looking back on my past wondering how i've lasted as long as i have
can i get back on track or will this train turn into a god-awful wreck
before i get the prospect of a life i never had

just then death appears on my doorstep but i have no chance to react
before he looks at me and says, "you're next."
i laugh and say, "duh, man. what'd you think i'd expect?"
i don't suspect you're just paying me a visit, we're not old friends
nor will we ever be, but i think you're just what i need
i still don't believe and can't realize what this all means
but i think i've found my release, how long until we can leave?
Track Name: Ghetto Descendant
ghetto descendent

im broke, stole some gas to soak this cloak 
smoking just to ease my pain, smoldering
like johnny blaze, im the dark haze thats haunting
every parents dreams, i shatter peace in families.
cuz im the cause, nullifying the disease.
chronically diluting the glue that bonds any sort of union.
in your eyes im the devil, flying in to shake the level.
i staked the rebels with the metal on my cleats and.
got the bodies in the freezer selling parts to make ends meet.!!! 
 
ghetto descendent~~~~

coinstar cost me 10 bucks to clean my coin jar.
so i bought a sword to slash the throat of my soul's guard
im the wild dog eating anything that walks.
i toast with the dark roast in the morn to cut down on all my yawns.
half n half please, im gonna slaughter arnold palmer.
eat the soul of jeffrey dauhmer, to calm my scalding thermometer 
locked the doors and monitored my moods answer to the rules 
i should've spent my dough, on repossessing my own soul.
Track Name: Chet VS Poutine
Down by the poutine shop

I cut the cheese like its mustard
fucking lusted over belgian fries
crying gravy through my eyes
delicately sliding by on ice
drippin molson dry out my open pours
ended up melting cheddar like im the human torch.
Track Name: McCrack VS Jeff
(Got Cockblocked)

we crossed through the borders ate poutine then smoked meat,
blocked mccracks crotch from getting hiv
left grumpys at 2 and headed down to the pool hall
we checked for his pulse and then jeff cued up the pool stick.
pool chalked, mcCrack, fucked up, his head.
Track Name: Self (Dimension)
Self(Dimension)

The doc told me to consult with my lonely half soul
about switching my role as a time clocking asshole.
i stole a load of gold from the remains of the throne.
and then indulged in the manners of the satanic cult.
i dragged through some hard times and plotted demise.
the kind that got files coughing up my dry rotted eyes.
i'm lil older, and i'm over this spell now.
but in doubt about how my well beings black out.

skip the chapter of the good times i spent in denile
a dumb child wrecking jenga to an unwanted pile
i cut my ties between friends, to release half the tension
while i dazed selfishly into another dimension.
errrggh, im kinda tempted to just end my existence
or donate my sins to anyone that resists them.
Im perfectly content as a nobody with no one.
so go on and be gone i'm fucked up.

i gotta stop my pretend show.
bull cut the chains to break loose out of death's tow.
and even though im the insult to your 'perfect' world.
ill burn your family tree and plant a new seed to grow
i'll spawn the black shadow that makes your mind lose control.
so i'm the only you recognize to pay me the toll.
you see, im going green to save the planet.
and one day i'll own the sun to scorch the rock we inhabit.
Track Name: Beginings
Beginings

My beginnings as the beast started showing in the teeth
upsetting the peace when i put my thoughts onto the sheet.
my brain was in a light decay until i dropped the bottle
then slayed the garish guard and fed him to the starving model.

My host is the mortal but my souls impartial to your orders,
so my free thoughts chopping cops up in butcher shops
just to squeeze the cologen in all the clod heads following
a non existent plan to stop the spreading of my evil pollen.

Born like a massacre. Im a disaster to my family.
acting happy cuz they wont admit their childs the fucking rammed beast
im already deceased, and my body's leaking through the next dimension
with no intention to stop this disease.

so my ghost lays the frame and spreads the ashes over open flames.
opening the gates between your heart and the dissolving fate .
im the new machine always untying your knotted dreams
sequencing the schemes to destroy all the opposing teams

and when your precious heads are getting tested.

the medicine will only slow my transit into blackness.

i mine the holes in your brain and contain the only anecdote,

but no one knows, cuz i don't show soul in a CAT's scope.

i resist any exorcist's spell riffs.

and convince any sort of good left to be negative.

and when the form rejects the clock, i'll find another body to rot.

and inhabit your mortal skin until your desperate breath has stopped
Track Name: Infinite Alliance (Theme)
Disaster

{I'm listening to}
lovely, lovely ludwig van
Eye ball cuff links clippin on
My Chaos is artistic science <---
you can't stop the infinite alliance
....we reign supreme
Led by a thousand dogs with golden shields
Wild-Boars are tamed and
trained to pull my chariots
through fields

I'm the indirect descendant
Of an Opium war hero
A case of light reflecting pendants
Rest atop my bureau
My line of blood is royal
Deeply rooted in the soil
My castles set upon
a ghastly precipice
with stone gargoyles

HOOK:
We reign supreme
The Infinite Alliance
All hail great regime
The Infinite Alliance

an imperial design
all sonic diagrams
have been aligned
Beyond the span of time

beyond the span of time
our sound manipulations
when combined
is an imperial design


to all creation Im the Nemisis .
roll through electric fences
to spread common sense.
i keep my thoughts condensed
to channeled intelligence
only used to attack conflicting interests
i was taught by the masters,
at the cost of any matter
i'll survive any disasters
and boldly hold the golden crown
to lead my henchmen
above the hollowed ground
Track Name: Feelin' Lush
I shouldn’t have called this gal. she owes 10 bucks and a couple of foxy looks.

It messes with my head shit I dropped my pants lets put those clothes back on the hooks,

I look at the time its 9:04 oh me oh my Oh good good lord. I held it down in the south shore, used painters tape to disguise me more

I took the long trip home and spent my cash made a few wrong turns that saved my ass. But im deep in debts. I like the color of a red pen’s bloody mess

Ill holler back later sooner than soon though. Don’t get the intention that ur not my flow.

I’ve searched high and low, in expensive stores. But most people keep me looking for more

Oh noooo i don’t hold a grudge for too long. Let’s put away the past and drive dead.

I would never trust a man with blue set of teeth , I would never trust a lady with a neon orange fleece.

These hot nights seem to wear me thin and keep me up all night . and the sound from the bar is wearing me down.

Turn it up Turn it up, my eyes aren’t bloodshot, turn it up turn it up.my ears aren’t saying stop!

I lived on the air from a balloon for three years straight. I got this order for some jasmine tea.

Im all over the place from the left to the right and the right to the left,

and spill my(ke) coffey into the abyss. I know I’ll probably resist my arrest

its not the case right now, im headed to nature valley and find my self aawwe

and don’t you go hide because my double o sevenses are spying in the room next door.

Bring some match light charcoal and a bobbin pin to keep you pinned to the floor.

Watch it burn watch you burn. Enjoy your fuckin seltzer. Keep it cool Keep it cool. I’ll sleep down in the cellar
Track Name: Your's Truly (Hungover)
yours truly

i've been setting fire to every shitty thought in my head.
but the troubles been remembering what was wrong with what i said.
now im moving out and selling all my stuff to meet ends.
maybe i should think twice before i piss you off again.
but my mind is soooo gone, i keep repeating my dumb antics.
my stance against yer president has got me acting fucking frantic.
and im about to ignite this flame to everything i own.
paranoid, i need to die and then hide my soul

i don't trust you, bartenders, cops, feds, doctors and bankers.
no thanks, but i'd rather fend for my own protection and health.

i got no fucking sentiment towards politics and your views of heaven,
im the opposite of what you've ever liked and represent.
its too bad we don't attract, but im not that sensitive.
i won't cry, even though i tried to change my life to be friends.
i sold out for love, and for a moment we had something,
but nothing enough to wreck the walls of this world.
its stupid i know, but im waiting for a jewel.
i've been obsessed finding her since the moment i killed you.
its a metaphor of course so don't bring me to court,
cuz that systems worse than voting for electoral votes.
I gave it a try, cuz you wanted my head checked
but the doc said i needed drugs, therapy, and the 12 steps.
i don't have time or money for any of those, and its funny,
and when he asked for a grand!?, man, i just took off running.
im doing good, and getting work done now more surely.
cuz rudie never fails, so i signed it yours truly.
Track Name: The Pony Song
C Am F G
C F G

Lyrics

I like ponies because they make me happy
Without ponies I wouldn't be happy
I would be sad all the time with nothing to do
Nothing to think about, except for you
And all the horrible things we went through
I've kind of been regretting it, I think you have too
So I've want to apologize for all that shit
But I guess I just never got around to it
So I'm sorry, I never wanted it this way
I'm so sorry, I never wanted it this way
And I never wanted you.
Track Name: Choking Victim
Things keep getting caught in my throat,
then my face turns blue as I choke.
I throw my arms up as I kick back my chair,
and I gag and gasp as I breath for air.

I am just a choking victim!
I am just a choking victim!
my face the color of plum!
I am just a choking victim!

Things keep getting caught in my throat,
then my face turns blue as I choke.
Dr. Heimlich often saves me from death,
his maneuver often restores my breath.
But this time he is nowhere to be found,
and I choke and I choke until I hit the ground.
Then I'm just a dead lazy bum...
I am just a choking victim.

Many times I choke on poison fumes or food,
it is a bad feeling, so I'm in a bad mood.
A chicken bone, agent orange, zkylon-B, mustard gas;
it only burns for a minute, then it knocks you out fast.
The oxygen halted, can't reach my brain anymore,
so then your sense is cut off and then you hit the floor.
Then I'm just a dead lazy bum,
I am just a choking victim!
Track Name: Pity The Fool (Save The World)
I'm stuck in this long long stare and I have to tell myself to breath this air
Cuz I'm submerged under all this nothing and I'm still waiting for the sharpest thing
To wake me up, up outta this coma, to realize I'm alive and there’s fucking no one
But anger, sad, bad dreams, no truth, just false pretenses to save the world so
Hey hey
I’ve brought no sense to your feeble ears and all I've coughed was blood with fear so
Take your time, watch bombs collide, cuz I found the road that leads to nowhere
Upstate New York by Connecticut border, air ride equipped so to second I shift it
But I lost control when I saw the maddening sky

So now yer gone and I thought I was lost and had no directions to afford the cost
I was a friend in need but you were a friend with greed a selfish lier who consumed the desire
To fuck you up and get stuck in gold, the white lines are lies, watch yourself unfold,
Yer not yerself, I don’t know who the fuck you are, you left us cold, but my friend you are the fire,
Hey hey
A starved machine, dead under pressure, against the order, yer making your life shorter
You find yer high that brings you low, and yer rotting sour cuz ya skipped the showers
Cuz ya don’t think its nice you waste some water
You dug me out a rut back to insane, but I fuckin pity the fool who climbs to fame.

I I I I I I I I I I I I I I pity the fool who climbs
Into ferrarri’s and private jets, yachts, but not tree houses.
Track Name: It Really Makes Me Wonder (Sans Bass)
(MC DEVLIN:)
Yo, you don't wanna get mixed up with a guy like me, I'm a loner, a rebel
I still remember when my owner assembled me from like thousands of pieces of rotten cadavers
now I'm lost in the caverns, gettin' wicked like David Seville of the chipmunks

(CHET:)
and all I want are my two front teeth to enjoy this meal in the back of my trunk

(MC DEVLIN:)
and I swing and I swang and I swung and I hope you brought the young
'cause I'm here to mate and by mate I mean eat your children while they're fast asleep

(CHET:)
Loosen up my belt to ingest the dead
chemically unstable inside my head
sold my marbles to a man with a hook
he was trading me life for his hand that I took

(MC DEVLIN:)
Check the cortecca y'all cyborg girls I'm an analog man in a digital world
layin down thoughts on the 4-track, tryin to analyze life with a thorn in my thorax
picnicking in the rain on electric blankets still plugged into the wall
I ain't a rebel with a cause, I am a rebel on the scene with adamantium claws

(CHET:)
Kryptonite kills the flow of the rudeboy game but I'm still ruder than Lex
'cause I wanna cop a feel with April O'Neil, find the secret of the ooze just to get that sex
and I heard one day when you go down low, you gotta rub the beam to hear the Star Wars theme
A wookie told me "uh-oh", that place is a "no-no"
got to homeplate with C-3-P-O
caught in a mix up (mix up) tryin to fix up your fallopian straw with my Mechanical Claw
My German chorizo lubed up in Crisco

(TOGETHER:)
I crumble MCs like Nabisco in Frisco

(MC DEVLIN:)
Sawed the legs off of Big D's table
rude girls trippin' on my microphone cable
I plowed through Nitro and Tower
Take Lace to the place and waste time for an hour

(CHORUS:)
Sometimes it really makes me wonder, what I gotta do to keep from going under
Sometimes it really makes me wonder, what I gotta do to keep from going under

(MC DEVLIN:)
Never bit the bait, but the bait bit me 'cause I got mad hits and these young girls won't let me be

(CHET:)
It was only a crime under 17

(MC DEVLIN:)
I was on the scene like a sex machine, then every single thing below my waste turned green
so I hit up the doc for some topical lube,
then I used the tube to get rude in the room on a Tuesday night in the TV light I was feelin' alright (alright)
as an Indian woman with a jewel in her nose, entered my room in the catwoman clothes

(CHET:)
Took a personal day, she caressed me down
to my toes, then up to my crown
I'm alone no more but I'm still a loner
still rebel at heart put my bat mask on
yo Ma, can I iron my cape later on?

(MC DEVLIN:)
Rock on till the break of dawn
fall asleep and wake up in the neighbor's lawn

(CHET:)
Hey, yo, don't get me wrong,
no ounce of guilt I don't play women like Wilt
and when they tell me that's nothing but net
my heads up high, 'cause it's all I could get

(MC DEVLIN:)
Soylent green is a delicacy
In a rich hood, where the eatin' is good
I did it like this and I did it like that
And I did it with the Louisville wood and the wiffle ball bat and the soft ball metal
I'm a boiling kettle on a hot coal stove
I found myself but I lost my soul
Still it's all chill cause I'm just so goddamn ill

(BRIDGE- sung simultaneously)
(CHET:)
I really gotta fix my shit so when you come on by I'm feelin' fly
I'll show you 'round to the circuit room
it's kinda cold in there so let's up the heat


(CHORUS)
Track Name: Watch Me Die (Slowly)
the demon inside me told me to kill him sublimely
but the poison and pills did nothing but blind me
so to you my best friend i guess this is the end
i hope this helps you cuz you never fuckin helped me
but i bleed and i bleed screaming for you to read
that note in yer dresser but the blood may have made it messier
i’m glad that i’m done, my final moments in the sun
but it's just as dark to me as the demon inside of me

i’m dying away my bodies turned grey,
and i hope i'm long gone by the end of the day
but i’ve been waiting too long my stomaches been shot,
the gun lays beside this fuckin pile of rot
i had fun while it lasted the blood and disaster
the gun and the blade my own game of charades
freeze frame the impact of the bullet and throat choking,
maybe you’ll believe me now when i said i wasn’t joking
and when yer so alone, and silence is all you know
there’s no light at the end of the road,
so fuck you all and to the god that you pray
i’ve wished for hell every fuckin day
the misery grew as my body decayed
i prayed to satan for this shit to end
another funeral for you to attend

the demon’s voice drove me here
i couldn’t laugh, i couldn’t tear
though ecstatic i was fuckin scared
but i was lookin forward to this fuckin day
here it is in its final thought
its more beautiful than you all’d have thought
sicken yer minds and don’t blink an eye
cuz yer all just here to watch me die
Track Name: Holy Hell (Evil Version)
Can you feel the pain, when you’ve lost everything
Down the drain flushed away and it's burnt into flames
Now yer all alone, with nothing but yer dignity
But it's fucked from the world and yer own self pity

Keep on praying to yer nothing up there
He’s been dead for over 10 million years
I find it funny that this joke gives you hope
When yer in hell you’ll see you should've use the rope

Load up the clip, sit back and let it fucking rip
Run into your church, and preach the bible by shots fired
Teach those long lost souls a lesson that they’ll never learn
Fill the church with gas and watch the motherfucker burn

Keep on praying to yer nothing up there
He’s been dead for over 10 million years
I find it funny that this joke gives you hope
When yer in hell you’ll see you should've use the rope

So now you burn alive from yer own mistake
But this evil in me, man it fuckin' feels great
Feel everything you’ve lost its gone an forgotten
So this is what you get
Cuz yer life's so fuckin' rotten
Track Name: Paranoia (I Hope Yer Happy)
hey what the fuck we're all run by scum
suffocating, bleeding cutoff, deteething
we're all falling apart in parts as a whole
surrounded by corrupt government officials
screwing up killing the innocent and me
fucking up all over and spreading death like fleas
a virus disease like bacterial mold on cheese
eating away at everything we got.

i feel so close to the fiery pit
cuz satan's got my soul in it
exploit the demon inside of ya
and kill the first cop you see in front of ya
i feel no pain in here
and my eyes don't shed a fucking tear
but i watch the church flame in the air
and the shadow of the devils pointy ears

i sit strapped inside my cold dark bed
i watch the clouds separate into their final sunset
i've locked away from the greed and hate
cuz the people are fucking beasts to me

and the killing spree has just begun,
cuz the cops say we can't have our fun
i try to love my life with what i have
but the laws got me cuffed and then got me stabbed
but the people are happy they go through their lives,
controlled by the media religion and lies
and as the devil get stronger, his torture lasts longer
just look at the power he's set upon us

theres something thing more to life
than living by the laws and the rules of the white
we're all run by the scum of the earth,
and it seems we're brainwash since the day of our birth
but i don't feel no pain in here
and my eyes don't shed a fucking tear
but i watch the church flame in the air
and the shadow of the devils pointy ears

i sit strapped inside my cold dark bed
i watch the clouds separate into their final sunset
i've locked away from the greed and hate
cuz the people are fucking beasts to me
look at the corruption, dysfunction
the lies, red skies, white lines, bruised blue
all the people who plan to kill you
cuz you got much more but its death to you

i'm paranoid as fuck, cuz this is all just my luck
i've been treated and beated so fuckin badly i'm bleeding
don't trust anyone cuz they don't know the truth
of the worldly greed and the power they abuse
i'm a victim of this shit cuz i never gave a fuck
and now i'm locked in a room were i'm never getting out
so here i am i'm fucking wilting away
i'm so fuckin lonely join my death bead with me!
Track Name: Scars Of Hope
Sometimes I wanna die
And witness hell through Satan's eyes
I wish I'd slit to end this shit right now
A gun and clip to end my life's moral

When I die I wanna go to hell
It makes more sense
Than Heaven's white apparel
And when I die I wonder if people will care
They grin their eyes at my dead stare

That's why I cannot sleep
The knife is in too deep
I feel no pain in there
My mind is free and bare
Up my arm you'll find a line
Of depressing thoughts combined
Don't take it the wrong way
It's not your fault it's mine

It's been a long fucking while
Since I cracked a real smile
And fuck my so called friends
They only know me cuz I follow the same trend

I hate the kids who pretend,
They are the minority in this land
They can't accept who they are
That's why it makes me sick like this

That's why I cannot sleep
The blade is in too deep
I feel no pain in there
My mind is free and bare
Up my arm you'll find a line
Of depressing thoughts combined
Don't take it the wrong way
It's not your fault it's mine

Somethings will never change
Somethings will never change
Somethings will never change
Somethings NEVER change
Track Name: Overwhelmed (Dirty)
I can’t let the world get to me
With my bleeding dreams and my nightmare screams
Cuz The fear of death has slipped my mind
And were all dead right now it's just a matter of time
Kill kill fuckin rob and steal,
Don’t obey the laws cuz he’s not fuckin real
So do what you want and don’t get caught
Cuz ya can’t go in the world with the fear of being bought

Cut yer eyes and pluck out yer teeth
Cuz it's better not to see and it's safer not to speak
They’ll hear what ya say and take away all ya got
Cuz that hurts the most when you lose yer true love
Sit there I’ll leave ya with a blood stain
I've pulled a gun on myself and I’ll do it again
Slice slice here my fuckin throat splice
I never will admit I like hanging from a tree

When the world gets to you
Hold yerself back cuz nothing is true
Yer friends let you down
They stab you in the back and never come back
Bloods trickles down my arm
Attacking like a storm
I wish I'd feel the pain
Cuz it's blood I want and death I seek.
Track Name: MiMiMi (Damiano)
Uno dos tres quatro
The scene is dead
And us along with it for our emotions
Have dried up our inspirations are gone
And everything we’ve done is so wrong
I never believed it I never wanted to
My false beliefs and false ideals
Conflicting with every instinct in my body
My mind screams for me to stop
But I can’t the scene is dead
And us along with it for our emotions
Have dried up our inspirations are gone
And everything we’ve done is so wrong
Maybe when I get out of school
I'll never see these people again
And maybe I can follow the next new trend
Track Name: They Wanna Bring You Down (2002 4Track Demo)
Shoot to kill the cops, they’re racist pigs up on the top
So take the evidence they have, and rise against authority
Black mail those motha fuckin clones,
Put a bullet between their fuckin eyes and say it wasn’t you who shot,
And plant a bomb in the pentagon.

I fuckin hate this world,
They try to bring me down
I wanna kill whitey,
I wanna bring them down

41 shots doesn’t sound enough to kill a man so gracefully
so take a pitch fork grab a cop, torture him til the day is done
injustice is served to all, by the man in blue they call so true,
but I say fuck this nation, fuck this world, fuck America for all it's worth!

I fuckin hate this world,
They try to bring me down
I wanna kill whitey,
I wanna bring them down

They think they’re above the law,
hitting everyone up side the head a gun in there hand a badge on their chest,
that's enough said for you dead.
laughing at their speeding tickets,
cuz double standards rule the world they‘ll get away,
and do it again cuz they’ve got the ok
to do so I wish more cops had died,
during the collapse of world trade
the world would be a safer place,
no assholes endangering me I think when I’m 55,
and my life’s done, I’m ready to go
I’ll bring them all with me, on my way to my funeral.
I fuckin hate this world,
They try to bring me down
I wanna kill whitey,
I wanna bring them down