the years keep passing me by
with the same old problems like im stuck in time
as if they were programmed in just to mess with my mind
i have no shame to give up on the easy things
cuz the easy things keep making me crazy.
im losing track of the days, and the weeks, and the months and the years.
and iiiiiiiii get on by, by just closing my eyes
a simple meditation to step me back from falling inside
the never ending hole of lies,
and feelings these days i can only synthesize
just to exist in a world thats falling apart much faster than I.
Try finding yourself, during these troubled days
I’ll keep trying my best, If it’s all worth what it can seem.
Still searching the depths for a clue
to find some sort of enlightenment
somewhere inside this mess of a mind,
in this mess of a time
but i keep wandering off beat to the game
same mistakes to reach another existential blockade
cant help but wonder what else im missing in this dimension
the present's now is like some form of hell we're stuck in
that we're all pretendings a dream
Can’t stop feeling like there’s way more
Sleep deprived, get some rest every now and again
even tho im behind on almost everything
I need to get done before I die
leave me alone 0n days i cant be troubled to say hello cuz
these wires keep twisting into a knot that i can never undo.
Giving up has crossed my thoughts for far too long to for me to ignore introspective changes help to keep me doing from wrong I hope
at least for some, routines can help them overcome.
all the while,
routines just bury me beneath a layer of monotony.
fell into Days n' Daze when I was travelling, thanks to some of my road dogs. I don't have that freedom anymore but I feel a piece of it Everytime I listen to their music. love y'all! thefool309
The Chicago punks seem intent on defying any hardcore conventions, focusing instead on communicating pure disgust for the rotting world around them. Bandcamp Album of the Day Jul 1, 2022