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Trash Rig - Greed
02:18
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Trash Rig - No Breath
03:03
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Progress Diagnosis
01:09
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clinically sicccck
no sense of well being
ive tried fixing it but
theres no way out of this
did it all really ever get better
or did it end up in a haze
or did you hide it better
and lie to yourself every goddamn day
introverted mind, keeps on pushing me further away
now normalcy's a unattainable mistake
in the light, you know who you are
one more patient looking to disguise
i hope you find the demon inside
cuz everyone just wantsta dieeee.
nothing seems to help
no chance to heal in time
progress is such a lie
for i
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Kinda Still Trying
02:27
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i gotta problem with the state of things,
too much has gone to shit,
attitudes been a bit negative,
and i keep leaving all my friends on read.
never been this distant but i think im starting to fade away.
even tho the days keep changing.
im stuck in this thought that i'll never escape
constantly reminded of the doom in this matrix
algorithims feeding us portals of hatred.
just let the end take me away
cuz positivitys just a lie to help dumb fucks like me get by
if only i felt what success really meant,
i think that things would be different
but the illusion of freedoms
got us twisted into web of destruction
all fighting for something thats not really there
hit the like, like i care,
dopamine was never there
but im happy that something can open a heart,
i guess thats a start to repair all the bonds
that'r broken and lost that i once loved
yea im still trying to find my place
but I keep getting sucked into the depths of depression
and controlled by the vices that keep me pretending im fine
at least i have someone to keep my head in line
cuz i can go off into space
and inverse through the black hole,
come out feeling great for a moment
fall asleep content with my life
til i wake up and the whole worlds upside down.
blue skies, sunshine, summertime in the city should be nice
if you're not stuck inside all day
lamenting the past few years you wasted alone
convinced that the end was near.
log out, turn around,
step away from the clutter of everyone elses life
scroll past the decline,
its just the same old lies we're sold they
embed in our social design .
Tc-
its no coincidence that we're all losing our minds
all on a constant drip that leaves us dead inside
so live it up, and free yourself from the vicious cycle they prescribe
a distraction from reality, algorithms control our lives
and I still don’t know shit
yet, everyone’s a scholar now
a hypocrit, blind follower.
slept in a bit and hit snooze til noon
busy dreaming my cats were telling me
to leave this human shell to free myself! lol
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Can't Stop
03:22
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the years keep passing me by
with the same old problems like im stuck in time
as if they were programmed in just to mess with my mind
i have no shame to give up on the easy things
cuz the easy things keep making me crazy.
im losing track of the days, and the weeks, and the months and the years.
and iiiiiiiii get on by, by just closing my eyes
a simple meditation to step me back from falling inside
the never ending hole of lies,
and feelings these days i can only synthesize
just to exist in a world thats falling apart much faster than I.
Try finding yourself, during these troubled days
I’ll keep trying my best, If it’s all worth what it can seem.
Still searching the depths for a clue
to find some sort of enlightenment
somewhere inside this mess of a mind,
in this mess of a time
but i keep wandering off beat to the game
same mistakes to reach another existential blockade
cant help but wonder what else im missing in this dimension
the present's now is like some form of hell we're stuck in
that we're all pretendings a dream
Can’t stop feeling like there’s way more
Sleep deprived, get some rest every now and again
even tho im behind on almost everything
I need to get done before I die
leave me alone 0n days i cant be troubled to say hello cuz
these wires keep twisting into a knot that i can never undo.
Giving up has crossed my thoughts for far too long to for me to ignore introspective changes help to keep me doing from wrong I hope
at least for some, routines can help them overcome.
all the while,
routines just bury me beneath a layer of monotony.
Can’t stop feeling like there’s way more
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